The weekend was grand. Girls party went off with out a hitch. The trunk or treat was awesome. And I finally was able to go through the haunted house. Now the weekend was also bland. I laid in bed most of Sunday and a lot of Saturday. I am sick. At least that is what my nurse says. She can not pin point what is wrong but says my body is fighting off something and that's why I feel the way I do. I have to agree with her. I do not feel the best. I am clammy and think I am fighting off a fever also. I am sweating constantly and have light headiness. My nerves are bad also. I am nervous for why I have no clue.
With all this being said the major thing that is bothering me is I am horny. I am really horny. I have had sex twice in a year, I think it is. So I feel a little bit of me is dying inside. And theres nothing I can do. Well I guess I could do somethings but I am trying my best to be a good boy. I have not said anything or acted anyway or done anything that would be considered wrong against my wife in a long time. I do not plan on doing anything wrong either. Although I do believe I have had a few offers. But I will stand strong. Wow, that just made me think about something. Guess we will see what happens. If I had any thoughts of doing wrong I do believe I could fulfill one of my fantasies this week. Oh, I might just fantasies and masturbate tonight. LOL LOL Good grief I will be a good boy!! I will be a good boy!! I will be a good boy!! I will be a good boy!!
Funny thing, I am sitting here coughing and sweating and its like 68 degrees in here. Yep I am sick, If not phisically I am mentally Peace out!
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