Saturday, April 22, 2017


Anyone can say what they want.  But no one really cares.  No one trys to look after me.  Unless it is to complain about what I do not do.  No one cares.  Guess im just having a pitty party.  Just pissed off and lonely

Monday, April 10, 2017


I am super busy and I just dont want to be at work.  I really would like to be just sitting on my couch watching tv.  I have so much to do.  UGH.  Just not feeling it today.

On the other side I did get that engine out of the suburban yesterday.  I also have the other engine I have broken down.  I look forward to having my Low rider back on the road.  maybe even this year.  we will see how the money and time goes.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

who what where

WOW, 13 Reasons why.

2 blots left to pull the engine out of my suburban.  Got the lift and engine stand.  Just a quick check in.  Peace out blogging world.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

So Far So Good

I am going to continue my no gambling goal.  The only time I will "gamble"  will be boys nights and at the house.  In both situations $20 is usually all I can loose.  We will see how it goes.  I didnt play last night nor have I bought lottery.  With all this extra money I will be working on my low rider finally after 15 years.  Super excited.

Monday, March 20, 2017


I think I am going to stop gambling until next March.  Just a thought I have had.  I have played well but have been beat a few times.  Its all a gamble right?  So I may just quit it all together.  Just thinking.  I will update once I make my final decision.

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Fuck me running.......

Poker night last night was a huge hit.  Flop comes A, K, 10.  I am holding Q, J.  Nut Straight.  Of course I get my all in called with a pot of around $600.  He shows A, K.  and the bastard hit a K on the river.  UGH!!

Then I had pocket As.  Flop comes 2,3,4  I have high pair and a straight chance.  I get called again.  I push all in.  He is holding 5, 6.  What the fuck.  my initiall raise was suppsoe to run this fool off before the flop.  Oh well another $500 down the drain.

It all fun and games though.

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Its my Birthday....

I had an awesome party.  In the shop.  Running water and all LOL.  Cooked a huge pot of beans and sausage and we ate it all.  Just an awesome time.  peace out blogging world.

Wednesday, March 8, 2017


Water is running.  Things are looking up.  Now time to clean.  But I am so tired and wore out.  But I shall not stop!

Monday, March 6, 2017


It is amazing the things you can learn sometimes.  It also makes you look at other people in different ways.  This weekend was full of learning new things.  It makes me wonder about people.  About what they have said to me, about what they are doing in life.  I guess I made the right decisions.  I just cant believe these things, but they all came from reliable sources.  Either way its their life not mine.  I just hate it for the ones they are screwing over.  How many times are you suppose to forgive people and allow them to keep stabbing you in the back.  I know the Lord says 70 times 7 or something like that.  It just seems like these people would get a grip on life and decide on which way they want to go in life.  I guess if you are getting your cake and eating it too though you just think its the best thing in life.  I did wrong for a long time in my life and I felt bad about it.  I now am walking the straight path and staying away from any wrong doing.  Sure its an everyday battle but one I want to fight to have this life I have.  Others just do not seem to have a care for those who love them or care for them.  It is just a shame.  All the lies and all the deceit.  Glad I am no longer part of the lying crowd.  Just reminds me to keep close eyes on everything in life.  No one is who they seem.

Friday, February 24, 2017

Running Water

My goal for this weekend is to have running water into the shop.  I have the bathroom all but done.  All I need is to run the water to the toilet.  Not done because I have been digging the trench all week.  But will be done tonight (i hope) And the bathroom will be done.  Minus the toilet but my parents want a new toilet so I am going to reuse there old one.  Still have to put in the septic tank but I will get it done.  The kitchen needs the sink cabinet built.  I have the base built and plan on finishing it tonight and setting it in place so I can measure for the counter tops, cut out for the sink, finish the plumbing there to the outside and then all I will have to do is put in the septic tank.  Oh and wait on the hot water heater to come in.  It should come in next week.  Once I have these items done I can begin to set my other cabinets and place the stove and fridges.  I have them rough placed but do not want to attach them till I know for sure thats where they need to go.  I have this fear of the cabinet being a 1/2 inch off and then everything having to be moved.  Things are moving slow but they are moving.  I have done this whole project myself other than having my dad help hold osb board to the ceiling of the bathroom.  I have framed, sheeted, wired, and plumbed.  Built cabinets and I am about to build counter tops.  It has been a great project to learn and have hands on experience.  Cant wait for the septic install.  Other than all the digging it to should be fun!