Monday, June 4, 2018

Fuck Fuck Fuck

I thought shit was suppose to travel down hill.  So when I took this Manger job you would think some of the shit would be passed on to the lower people on the totem pole.  But no.  I am the fixer and I still have to fix things.  So I am the top and the bottom.  Oh well, no hill for a climber they say.

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Working, Sleeping, thats about it. 

Thursday, May 17, 2018

5 years

Even though its coming up on 2 years I still visit Laroo's blog.  She is an amazing painter and just an all around great person.  From what I read in her blog.  I do miss her post and the comments we would leave on each others blog.  We where kinda like pen pals.  Friends of a distance.  We would never meet in the real world but be great friends via the interweb.  With all that being said I also miss Bob at Whataboutbob.  He was a character who loved to sail on his boat, loved his music and his wife.  He was in education and was well known around his area from what I gathered reading his blog.  I just sent back to look and its been over 5 years since his last post.  I do know he has passed away now and that sucks.  Its funny how you can miss someone you never met. I guess I just miss the fun I had reading his post.  Bob I hope you are doing well and looking down on your kids and grand kids.  It just kinda hit me today.  Kinda crazy I have to say.

Friday, May 11, 2018

Rambling

Really have nothing to discuss.  just wanted to type a little.  just hanging out getting things done.  working and recitals.  this is about it.  hope to drink some beer tonight.  life goes on.  have a great weekend from Bigger

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

The Call

I have started to realize people cant take their own responsibility on things.  Since I am the manager now I have had to take some calls that before I would not have had to take.  This has made me realize that people just don't know.  There is a whole generation of people looking hand outs and thinking they are owed things that they are not.  If you purchase something it becomes yours.  If something breaks at the end of 5 years it is not my fault.  It is not my responsibility.  Things break and you get a 1 year warranty.  not a 5 year warranty.  I am dumbfounded on how people will call and cuss you because of things that are not in my control but are in their control.  There is a thing called maintenance that has to take place for things to work for years.  I just am so confused on how people think things through these days.  Then on top of that the lies that are told.  A lawyer?? I am so sorry I laughed at you.  But that was so funny.  Your friend said he had to get a lawyer.  Nope, the truth is we gave your friend a couple of options that where completely his decision to make.  And we did what he wanted.  No problem.  But some how the truth gets twisted around.  I just feel sorry for people having to live there life like this.  It has to be such a mundane experience. 

On another note.  I checked out at the Dr.  Nothing is wrong they say.  So we will see if it repeats it self or not.

Tuesday, April 24, 2018

My thoughts.

So the Dr has ran down several test on me.  From blood cultures to urine cultures to xrays and nothing seems to be out of wack.  Today I do not feel the best.  my legs feel weak and I just feel tired.  I have done nothing that should wear me down like this.  With all this being said I think it may be my heart.  I do go for another heart scan thing on Thursday.  In my mind it all makes since that it is my heart.  But who knows.  I am just putting my thoughts our there.  We will see.  Or I will die.  This is pretty much the only two options.

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Is it the end?????

So I had a fever again Monday night into Tuesday.  This is at least the 3 time if not the 4th time this has happened to me this year.  So I went to the Dr yesterday.  They poked and prodded and x ray and what not.  And everything comes back normal.  So who knows what I have.  I do know I have something wrong but it will take time to pin point it.  Who knows????? I may fall over dead tomorrow. Either way I know where I will go in the afterlife.  Peace be with you all.

Thursday, April 12, 2018

YES!!!!!!!

After years and years of working hard I feel things are making a move up.  I see how things are going our way and coming together.  I thank God for this all.  I see things are going to happen and now possibly faster than before.  Watch out world.  Trying to make Bigger a house hold name.

Tuesday, April 10, 2018

War

I am at war.  I have a mouse in my house that I can not catch.  I have 5 traps and 4 sticky traps and have yet been able to catch the son of a bitch.  I am at war.  I will prevail.

Bigger out

Thursday, April 5, 2018

All over the place

Just a bunch of thoughts.  First off, have not been able to sleep these past few nights.   I do not know why but I just havent been able to.  My mind is in a million different places.

I am ready to get some things Paid off.

Its funny I say get somethings paid off but In the same breath I am wanting to buy a house. 

Just kinda out there.

Hope all is well.