Well.......

The weekend was grand.  Girls party went off with out a hitch.  The trunk or treat was awesome.  And I finally was able to go through the haunted house.  Now the weekend was also bland.  I laid in bed most of Sunday and a lot of Saturday.  I am sick.  At least that is what my nurse says.  She can not pin point what is wrong but says my body is fighting off something and that's why I feel the way I do.  I have to agree with her.  I do not feel the best.  I am clammy and think I am fighting off a fever also.  I am sweating constantly and have light headiness.  My nerves are bad also.  I am nervous for why I have no clue.


With all this being said the major thing that is bothering me is I am horny.  I am really horny.  I have had sex twice in a year, I think it is.  So I feel a little bit of me is dying inside.  And theres nothing I can do.  Well I guess I could do somethings but I am trying my best to be a good boy.  I have not said anything or acted anyway or done anything that would be considered wrong against my wife in a long time.  I do not plan on doing anything wrong either.  Although I do believe I have had a few offers. But I will stand strong.  Wow, that just made me think about something.  Guess we will see what happens.  If I had any thoughts of doing wrong I do believe I could fulfill one of my fantasies this week.  Oh, I might just fantasies and masturbate tonight.  LOL LOL Good grief I will be a good boy!! I will be a good boy!!  I will be a good boy!! I will be a good boy!!

Funny thing, I am sitting here coughing and sweating and its like 68 degrees in here.  Yep I am sick, If not phisically I am mentally Peace out!

It begins

And so the weekend begins.  We will see what it will hold.  Peace our Blogging world.

Overcome

Just so overcome with things.  First of all, All the flooding has gone down.  Our office was spared by about 1 inch from what we could tell.  So close.

Today I shook hands with a contrator that will not be working for us anymore.  Long story just hate to see him go.

I have been trying to write this post for about 2 weeks now.  Any way.  Life goes on.  Big plans this weekend.  We will see how it goes.  Probably will run into people I use to know.  If that makes any sense.  I will carry on with life I guess.  Just blah.  A little on the depressed side.

Nothing new or exciting.  No sex, No drinking, No exercise, NO life really.  Just here

Survival

We survived the storm.  Wasn't to bad on the farm.  Of course now the water is rising up around everyone and there is more damage to come.  We lost at least 10 pecan trees and once its all said and done I think we will have about 15 that has to come out.  I hate that.  I really do.  But more than that I hate all the people that are displaced by this flood.  In 1999 we had the flood of the century.  A flood that is only suppose to happen every 500 years or so.  This one may be a few inches deeper.  The amount of water dropped was unbelievable.  So many swift water rescues so many lucky people to be alive.  The scanner was non stop.  Water in places water has never been before.  Now its time to watch as the river slowly overtake everything in its path while knowing there is nothing you can do.  Just watch this large body devour half the town in a slow agonizing kinda way.  Oh we were without power for only 3 days I think.  So that's was not bad at all.

In my personal life I am just here.  Just struggling to understand why I am here.  One day I will be something.  One day I will matter.  One day, I may be dead, but I will be appreciated.

Past, Present, Future

Past

Well the costume contest went great,  We didnt win but everyone loved the costume.  A little boy wearing a kissing booth won the contest.  It was a great costume.  In fact there where 4 great costumes there in my opinion.  On top of all that we will be sending our daughter on a "girls night out" We won the winning bid on it too.  What a great night.  We also where able to get 2 movie baskets, a grilling basket and a kitchen basket.  I also got jokingly hit on my probably my favorite teacher.  Finally!!  She took long enough.  Then Saturday I labored all day picking up limbs then going to another auction and my nephew one a $500 gift certificate for a gun.  I then went home with 6 females.  Needless to say I jetted lol.  I got on the tractor and rode till 2;30 ( I was out of fuel) then church on Sunday.  What a super great weekend.  It was so awesome!

Present

I am so sore.  I think a combination of picking up limbs and riding the mowers so much.

Future

Matthew is coming.  It is going to bust NC wide open!  Ugh I am dreading this.  Lots of work to do.  I am preparing to be with out current for a week.  We went without current one time for 9 days and with out water for several days also.  I will be prepared.  Beer and Cigs for sure.  We will see what happens.

peace out blogging world