Just Because

Things are not always as they seem.  But sometimes they are.  I feel for my buddy.  He just lost his father.  It sucks but his father is better off now.  At least I hope he is.  See he is not a Christian and it hurts me to now know where he ends up.  As for other things I guess I am okay.  Work is not easier but is doable.  Girls stay gone quiet a bit.  So I am home alone quiet a bit.  But that is okay.  I am still a dance dad. Kinda looks like I will have about 10 more years of being a dance dad.  Thats ok with me also.  I enjoy things my kids enjoy.  Had a message from a friend the other day.  That was nice.  Hadn't spoke to them in a while.  I didn't respond.  Going to sell my truck I guess.  Need to at least.  but have to get somethings fie don it first.  Been driving my dads truck lately.  Its okay.  I kinda miss my truck really.  But that is just how it is.  Any way just checking in.

I am not made for this shit.  I don't understand why people cant say things to me.  Why do things have to be done by others.  Fuck this.  I am not in a mood for it.  I am not cut out for all this.  FUCK IT ALL

Living life

I want a man cave.  I am trying to figure out how to have one.  That is all.

confused

I am a little confused on things.  I like to drink.  This has been mentioned many times on my blog.  But as of late I find it hard to get a buzz.  I wonder am I drinking to much?  Am I not drinking enough?  Last week I downed around 20 beers in one night, in fact in approx 5 hours.  Just to never get that buzz I love so good.  That night I hadnt even eat.  Last night I down 10 beers in 2 hours.  I did eat, but still nothing.  I have no need to drink beer anymore if I am not going to get a buzz.  I just hate to start drinking that clear again.  But I will.  We will see.

Earlier in Dec.....

So busy but yet stale......

This new position comes with a lot more than I use to handle.  Pretty much doing what i was except riding the roads and added all this other stuff to do also.  Meetings every  morning.  check in through out the day.  constant phone calls, other dealers, manufacturers, insurance, sells, advertisement.  I have been more stressed but I see it easing up a little bit.  Things are doing ok.  I need more deals that is for sure.

As far as life, things are great.  I think this will be easy Christmas for us and I think the first of the year will be in good shape also.  We will see.  so close on some things but yet so far away on others.

I just felt like blogging so here it is.

helping hand

We have recently decided to help a family we know in a hard spot.  Things never go as you wish but they are moving forward.  We will see how it turns out.

I took it

I took the new position in my company.  I thought long and hard about the things that would have to happen and decided it is for the best.  The great thing.  The  great thing is after I get all things set in motion I should have more free time to do other things.  I am nervous but I know it is for the best.  We will see how it goes.

The offer

I have been offered a job.  Same employer and same office.  Just a new job.  I do not know if I want to take it.  So much emotion.  I have to decide.

No title

Just decided to type for a minute.  Really have no reason to type.  Just wanted to put something down.  Work what feels like 7 days a week.  Dance 4 nights a week.  This is my schedule.  It does not include the 3 nights a week my wife does dance also.  Parties every other weekend.  Remodeling houses.

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Irma

Here we go again.  Another Hurricane coming my way.  60 houses.  Yes you heard that right I have 60 houses spread all over the place.  Panic is an understatement.  We will see what happens.  Have several in flood zones also.  It will be what it will be.  Time to get back at it.