So Far So Good

I am going to continue my no gambling goal.  The only time I will "gamble"  will be boys nights and at the house.  In both situations $20 is usually all I can loose.  We will see how it goes.  I didnt play last night nor have I bought lottery.  With all this extra money I will be working on my low rider finally after 15 years.  Super excited.

thinking

I think I am going to stop gambling until next March.  Just a thought I have had.  I have played well but have been beat a few times.  Its all a gamble right?  So I may just quit it all together.  Just thinking.  I will update once I make my final decision.

Fuck me running.......

Poker night last night was a huge hit.  Flop comes A, K, 10.  I am holding Q, J.  Nut Straight.  Of course I get my all in called with a pot of around $600.  He shows A, K.  and the bastard hit a K on the river.  UGH!!

Then I had pocket As.  Flop comes 2,3,4  I have high pair and a straight chance.  I get called again.  I push all in.  He is holding 5, 6.  What the fuck.  my initiall raise was suppsoe to run this fool off before the flop.  Oh well another $500 down the drain.

It all fun and games though.

Its my Birthday....

I had an awesome party.  In the shop.  Running water and all LOL.  Cooked a huge pot of beans and sausage and we ate it all.  Just an awesome time.  peace out blogging world.

NICE

Water is running.  Things are looking up.  Now time to clean.  But I am so tired and wore out.  But I shall not stop!

WOW!!!!!

It is amazing the things you can learn sometimes.  It also makes you look at other people in different ways.  This weekend was full of learning new things.  It makes me wonder about people.  About what they have said to me, about what they are doing in life.  I guess I made the right decisions.  I just cant believe these things, but they all came from reliable sources.  Either way its their life not mine.  I just hate it for the ones they are screwing over.  How many times are you suppose to forgive people and allow them to keep stabbing you in the back.  I know the Lord says 70 times 7 or something like that.  It just seems like these people would get a grip on life and decide on which way they want to go in life.  I guess if you are getting your cake and eating it too though you just think its the best thing in life.  I did wrong for a long time in my life and I felt bad about it.  I now am walking the straight path and staying away from any wrong doing.  Sure its an everyday battle but one I want to fight to have this life I have.  Others just do not seem to have a care for those who love them or care for them.  It is just a shame.  All the lies and all the deceit.  Glad I am no longer part of the lying crowd.  Just reminds me to keep close eyes on everything in life.  No one is who they seem.