confused

I am a little confused on things.  I like to drink.  This has been mentioned many times on my blog.  But as of late I find it hard to get a buzz.  I wonder am I drinking to much?  Am I not drinking enough?  Last week I downed around 20 beers in one night, in fact in approx 5 hours.  Just to never get that buzz I love so good.  That night I hadnt even eat.  Last night I down 10 beers in 2 hours.  I did eat, but still nothing.  I have no need to drink beer anymore if I am not going to get a buzz.  I just hate to start drinking that clear again.  But I will.  We will see.

Earlier in Dec.....

So busy but yet stale......

This new position comes with a lot more than I use to handle.  Pretty much doing what i was except riding the roads and added all this other stuff to do also.  Meetings every  morning.  check in through out the day.  constant phone calls, other dealers, manufacturers, insurance, sells, advertisement.  I have been more stressed but I see it easing up a little bit.  Things are doing ok.  I need more deals that is for sure.

As far as life, things are great.  I think this will be easy Christmas for us and I think the first of the year will be in good shape also.  We will see.  so close on some things but yet so far away on others.

I just felt like blogging so here it is.