VENT

Well back at work again. I was here yesterday but my sales help was out. Had to carry the baby to the doc for a check up. Doc thinks she may have child hood asthma. But the check up went OK. So since i was out yesterday morning and also was my sale help I had to call the boss (also known as my Father). he opened for me. The day was hectic but was able to get some stuff done. I was full of anger yesterday morning but have calmed down today so this entry will not be as colorful as it could have been. I just could not take the time to type what I needed to especially in front of the boss. So any way I will get back to the grind.

Saturday

Well another day at the office. Sure is beautiful outside. Maybe I will have good traffic and sell something. The lady at the grocery store told me to have a blessed day. That's a good way to start my day. LIFE IS GOOD

Lets Start Over

Wow has it really been that long since I posted. I have pulled up this page many times and gone blank as to what to write. I am going to try to start again just writing what is on my mind. I don't want to turn this into a bitch blog but will probably do a lot of rants and raves. I have friends but sometimes don't want to bother them with my bitching. So I hold it inside. Holding it inside causes me to have burst of anger. A lot of times my wife is the one to catch my burst. Maybe with me posting on here I can let some of my anger out. My wife and Kids are my most treasured thing so to stop my anger in front of them would be a blessing. Don't get me wrong I am not a physical abuser I don't beat nobody. I just say what is on my mind and a lot of times what is on my mind should not be said.

The Check Up

Carried the baby back to the Doctor today. Sat there for 2hours and 45 minutes. He said she sounded worst than it really is. he also said she may have reflux and that could be part of it. Just updating everyone on this. Thanks for looking

A lesson learned

Well it is after Christmas and back to work. but I had a great time. I had a very educational christmas this year. As every one knows this year has been hard. I am in the housing industry and the market is just horrible. My wife and I cut back on all the gifts we gave out this year. With the hard economy and the birth of a new mouth to feed our christmas funds where low. I was caught in the ba humbug state. I always try to buy my wife something special and we go all out for our kids. (Yes we have been very blessed over the years). But this year I found my self walking around not knowing what to do. Everything was just wrong. While tring to shop for that last minute gift for my wife on 12-23 I got the call that my baby was going to be admmited to the hospital. We have been dealing with a cold since thanksgiving and she just could not shake it. She started to breath heavy and cough alot so my parents who keep her called my wife and met her at the hospital. My dayughter who is 6 mionths old had phemonia. She was put in the hospital. After all I had been through with chritsmas shopping and lack of money this is the last thing I needed. I was ill. Any way we where able to come home Christmas eve night just in time to catch the end of my mother side family christmas and to get ready for santa clause to come. My 5 year old daughter was estatic. Now to the lesson I have learned. It is not about the cost of Christmas or what you got or give at christmas it is about being together with your family. I was so close to having a child in the hospital and not at the house like we had planned. Out of all the christmas's I have had this is one lesson that I will never forget. dont take for granted the simple stuff. Just to let you know she is doing alot better. We expect her to be 100% by the end of the week. I will keep you posted.

i am go for my first post

Here we go I think I may be an official Blogger. the ? is how long will I blog before someone finds this and starts commenting. Yes I cant spell and do not have the best wrighting skills but it will be Ok. I have No idea what I will be writting about but will try to update every day or more than once a day. Who knows. We shall see.