YES!

Just found out there is a new game starting.  This is exciting.  The issue is that I really need to be working on the shop.  But I will just have to do what I do and go from there.  Its just exciting.  Back to the groove.  Its funny though.  I say I aint gonna do this or that but lets face it.  I always go right back to the games.  I can never break that habit.  It is the funniest thing to me.  Oh well life goes on.  But working on the shop stops.  We will see.  Just excited.  I will update later.

NO SLEEP

I am being told that I do not sleep.  That I may have restless leg.  BLAH BLAH BLAH.  What ever. Aint no one got time for all that.  I will just keep moving forward till I get this machine or die.  Which ever comes first

Not sure

I do not know if I have mentioned this or not.  My oldest girls has been having a few issues.  Yesterday we got what I call a preliminary diagnosis.  "Inappropriate Sinus Tachycardia"  This is all I am going to say about this.

The other thing I am going to mention is this.  I had one female friend that I use to talk to.  I quit talking to her a while back.  Nothing personal nothing was wrong, nothing she did, nothing I did.  I just felt it was best to not have contact with any females.  I felt it was best for my wife and I.  Do not know why this crossed my mind today but it did.  So I was just typing about it.

Hope every one has an awesome weekend.

Even if it kills me!

I am not stopping.  I am so tired.  My oldest girl is sick.  Dont know what it is, what ever it is, it is causing her heart to race.  Its not good.  I am having to pick her up during school and carry her to the Dr.  We finally have an appoitmnet tomorrow.  I hope to get some answers.  Monday night I was out of the house for a sleep study of my own.  yesterday I had my oldest daughter.  I didnt sleep well monday night and I was up at 5:30 this morning.  I am so tired.  But I will not stop.  Things will get better and we all will get rest.  We I say WE will not stop!  Goals!

Bigger Out!

What a day, What a year.

Just on it this year.  I have a goal set and I am working toward it.  Once you discover that the only person that can get you where you want to be is yourself you work harder.  Last year I said I was not going to live throw the eye of the lens.  I think doing that open me up to everything in my peripheral vision.  I trust very few.  In fact my trust lies in 1 person, there are 2 more slowly gaining my trust but at this moment I trust only one.  Life is good at this time.  I will say I have discovered last week that everything can come crushing down around me.  All I can do is pray. So this is my Monday update.  hope all is well.

Today is the Start

Today I start on some new medicine.  I am kinda excited.  Its weight lose medicine.  We will see how it goes.  I will have to say the other medicine change has my dreams all up in the air.  I was in a gun fight the other night with a friends step dad of my daughters.  It was crazy, but just a dream.  I think its the tv I have been watching.  Either way today is the day.  Lets get on this!

how?

How is it people just stop writing?  Just curious.

Its Monday

Just decided to check in.  Its Monday all day long.   I probably shouldnt say this yet because so far its been good.  But we will see.

Life updates:

My daughter has a boyfriend.
My stomach hurts.
Vegas will be a blast
Disney is booked.
I have finger nails.
Bills are being payed off.
I think i will protest the "big game"

2017

This year is going to be a tough one.  So far I have lost my ass in the Casino.  I have had to vehicles with keys locked in them.  (not my fault)  And I have been stopped on 2 houses for diferent reasons.  (Also not my fault)  But I will put my head down and keep moving forward.  I will not be discouraged.  I did have to go up on my blood pressure medicine.  I figured I would have to.  I have a sleep study coming up too.  But I will move forward.  Plans in place.  I hope the blogging world is doing good.  I hope you all have a great year.  I hope the people from my past, future, and present all have a great 2017.

I am going to sign off for now.  Going to do some work.  Later

To or not TO, This is the question

We are finishing up on one of the biggest years in a long while.  Which feels good.  The sales people here are rearranging things including our lobby and the lot itself.  We have been fighting ice the past two days but it hasn't stopped us at all.  I have a chance to go back to the gambling spot but I dont know what to do.  This year is the year of paying off bills.  I paid one off last Friday and have the money to pay another off once I see this person I owe.  It feels so good.  And the way it looks by the end of February I should have a 3rd bill possibly a 4th bill paid off.  So this goes back to going to the gambling spot.  Should I or not.  It will not interfere with my bill paying off because the trip is all paid for including the gambling money.  But what will this do to me with my Vegas trip coming up.  I dont know.  Still want the pigs and chickens but have put everything on hold until I get up on my feet.  I will explain that comment better later.  Hope all is well in the blogging world.  See yall later