* VERY RUDE * Christmas Song *ADULTS ONLY*

ROY CHUBBY BROWN : CHRISTMAS SONG ~ ADULT CONTENT

My day has been shit.  Im a a little life crossroads.  I will try to elude to more later.  But for now this is my Christmas song of the day

Dirty Christmas song

Very vulgar song!!! This is your warning!!!

Merry Christmas!!






Very vulgar song

Dropkick Murphys - The Season's Upon Us

This is my Christmas spirit start

BREAKING!!!!!!

Quick post, I am fed up with all I have going on. The saving grace is I get to go fishing, I leave Sat and come back on Wednesday just in time to trick or treat. This will hopefully hold me over till I take my big trip which will be to Vegas. I had hope to go in Nov but it may get pushed to first of the year. I do go on a Disney cruise at the end of Nov but its with the ex and the kids. so will will have to see how that goes.

Vacation

My bitch for the day...... How is it you feel you do must the work but the boss man aka my dad gets all the vacation time. I mean I know the answer, He owns the company and can do what he wants. I guess my 5 days a week for about a year straight is catching up with me. Oh well.... maybe he is atleast enjoying the Bahamas on the hard work I do for him. Dont know this band but do the song

Just for you Laroo! And this one for me. Problably my favorite Bob Marley song.

Not just 9-11 for me

I have a lot to catch up on. Like the fact that my wife has moved out. Or the fact I hit a bear with my truck. But quickly I want to touch on something that is close to my heart. Many people will think back to the attacks on our great nation on 9-11. I will but mostly the thought will be on my dear friend who lost her life 9 years ago on 9-11. She was murdered my her boyfriend who also was a good friend on mine. This hits me right in the heart. I think about there son who will never really know his mom or the fact that one day he will find out his dad killed his mom. I dont want to take away from all the life's that where lost on 9-11. This one just hits me hard. I will never forget the video of him being arrested and in cuffs. I cant but wander why, why kill her. She was an awesome person. She was sweet, she was a dear friend. RIP Chirstina Lee

The Talk?????

It is no secret to you all that my wife and I have had our problems in the past. I recently posted where I had moved out. This past week I had been keeping the kids at the house and she would stay at her moms. We got into a heated argument about some shoes. It really was a stupid argument but one non the less. She told me that she was going to get a separation agreement drawn up. As bad as it may sound, I felt relieved like we could put this thing to bed and start to move on. But then, she told me she was not doing anything until we had one more chance. With this she found a way to stay back at the house one night while I had the kids. It is partially my fault but I am sick and tired of arguing with her especially while the kids are up and at home. If I had challenged her (even though I wish I would had) I know there would have been an argument. So in the interest of my kids I let it go. Now she thinks we are back to the old ways. I am on the couch and she in the bed with the kids. I intend on telling her that I will have the separation agreement drawn up and one of us has to go. I hate that it is the beginning of the school year and it will be so hard on my kids. I just do not want to go on living like this any more. She is a great mother and has been a good wife. We just have so many different point of views on things and we are at a point where we can not even talk anymore. I don't know. I never thought my life would be like this. I will take any advice from anyone on how to help my kids cope with this. They are my biggest concern. I know every kid wants to have the perfect little family. I also know some people leave relationships to escape it all. I would be perfectly fine with having the kids full time. I know it will work out and I am praying for the best.

Some times we get tied up on things and do not take time to give ourselfs a break. 2 weeks ago I left my house because of a huge argument with my wife. I have only gone back to get cloths and when I had the girls or to do some work around the farm. The blogger family is one that is very open. You are able to be yourself and say things that most people do not know about you. you are also able to get advice from people who may or may not have been in the same position. I have neglected checking in on my blogger friends for a while. even though I really needed a listing ear and you can always find it here. Laroo posted a spot about a fellow blogger friend named Bob. His blog "What about Bob" is one I followed. Im not sure what has happened to him or even if he is ok. all I am asking is if you will keep him in your prayers or thoughts or what ever happy place you use to ask for things. And also laroo if you read this let me know how I can get you my email address.